Trade-offs

I just broke my phone contract and switched to a cheaper, no-contract plan on a different provider, because the savings over a year will cover the plastic flip phone (flip phones! remember when?) I had to buy from Walmart, the early termination fee, the acquisition of a smartphone for the budget-minded, and have a little left over for dinners out. Which is the whole point, really. It's only now, with both of us here, that I'm thinking about our finances, and how hard it is to live within our means, which at the moment are slender. It's not the big purchases which are hard to avoid, though I haven't quite avoided them; it's trying the new Indian place down the road, sharing a bottle of wine with dinner, buying a rug or a picture for the apartment, a coffee to see me through this essay, strawberries and bread and flowers from the farmers' market. It's the laptops and the coats and the boots which are a little more expensive, perhaps, but good value for money, good quality. All the small extravagances of grown-up life that you don't really think about until you think about giving them up.

What indeed

From a footnote in the Social Contract:

The name Rome, which presumably comes from Romulus, is Greek, and means force. The name Numa is also Greek, and means law. What is the likelihood that the first two kings of that town would have borne in advance names so clearly related to what they did? 

On examples

I love the Chicago ARTFL project. It gives you searchable digital copies of old French texts (although it doesn't seem to have them in printable format, which is a pity) and contemporary dictionary definitions and examples of usage for any word in the texts. For example, looking up "association" in the 1762 edition of the Dictionnaire de l'Academie Francaise gives you the following cheery example: "leur association est rompue, est finie."

Rousseau on his critics

by a misfortune that keeps pursuing my adversaries, they are mistaken even about facts that prove nothing against me.

- In his last reply to his critics on the Discourse on the Sciences and the Arts

On learning/on losing time

The more [man] knows, the more aware he is of having to acquire knowledge; that is to say that the time he loses only serves to excite him to lose more: only in a very few men of genius does insight into their own ignorance grow as they learn, and they are the only ones for whom study may be good: almost as soon as small minds have learned something, they believe they know everything, and there is no sort of foolishness which this conviction will not make them say or do.

- Rousseau's reply to King Stanislaus's comments (italicized) on his Discourse on the Sciences and the Arts

This.

I've been reading Maurice Cranston's biography of Rousseau, and this is just perfect. 

Table

I don't particularly like its name, but it's a great-looking table. And functional as it comes: large, long surface to work on, splash of colour, minimal lines, and no drawers and things to get in the way of the legs.

Key hiding rock!

Perhaps if I got some plants and pebbles and things, and put them on the fire escape?



Via Swiss Miss.

California dreamin'

Driving through California, from Palm Springs to Los Angeles, up the Pacific Coastal Highway past Malibu and Santa Barbara to detour inland to Templeton and Paso Robles and Central Coast wine country, and back past Big Sur and Carmel and onward to San Francisco, gives me a glimpse of something I never quite understood: land itself as a character in American literature and art. Those American paintings with a strip of yellow sand and a strip of blue sky and nothing else breaking the horizon but a green-and-white striped umbrella. Georgia O'Keeffe's New Mexican desert landscapes. (I looked for them in the LACMA and SF MOMA, but found only a petunia and a valley in SF.) The myth of the wild west - and it is truly wild, the desert is alien, even in a contained setting like the Joshua Tree national park. The myth of road trips, the road stretching ahead, straight and true, hacked out from between hills and running alongside the edges of cliffs. (The man in front of me at City Lights bought a copy of On the Road, and said, I bet you sell a lot of this book huh? The guy manning the counter, silver-haired and wire-rimmed bespectacled and urbane and condescending, said, we probably sell more copies of Howl.) The light reduces the landscape to nouns: rock, sand, sea, cliff, hills. Last time I was at City Lights, eight years ago, I bought Joan Didion's essays. What stays with me is not the neurotic social landscape - Hollywood tea parties, the morning after the Manson murders, the Reagan governor's mansion - but the hot, dry Santa Ana winds blowing across the valley, bringing migraines and madness and grief. Even the rolling hills of Paso Robles are bleached dry and harsh in the light. The same climate as Tuscany, the olive oil guy said, himself a Silicon Valley retiree, tricking out his farm in tech (in effect, Apple paid for my farm, he said), but drier. The land only dwindles down to human size in San Francisco, with its damp winds and misty fogs, the fog rolling in the last day we were there, covering Treasure Island and the top of the Golden Gate Bridge and the road 100 yards ahead, until all we could see was fog, a thick mist against the car lights, grey in the distance, damp and chill and still more familiar.

After some years

I have been a long time in a strange country.
The natives have been kind, in their weird climate,
Receiving me among them as one of themselves.
Their virtues are different from ours, and in some ways
Superior. I have lost the sense
Of absurdity regarding many of their odd customs.
I get their wry lingo tangled up with my own.
Maybe you have to go far away
To learn where it is that names you. The fruits here
Are excellent; better than at home.
I can no longer taste them. I would be glad
To be standing in a drab city of my own recollection
Where no one but newsboys would name this place
And they mispronouncing. I hope I may
Before too long. Before the speech here has become
Natural to me, even more so
Than the tongue I was born to, before these
Sights cease to be foreign and are more familiar
Than any I can recall. And while I
Can still clearly remember that at home too the world
Is made of strangers. For I do not wish
To head back into expectation
Of anything better than is there, and struggling
With some illusion, find my own place
Is as far away as ever. But it should be
Soon. Already I defend hotly
Certain of our indefensible faults,
Resent being reminded; already in my mind
Our language becomes freighted with a richness
No common tongue could offer, while the mountains
Are like nowhere on earth, and the wide rivers.

- W. S. Merwin (1957)